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Wow. Better res version: http://www.theway.org/Current/Mar07/Mar07Flash4.htm

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, MP3 Player, or whatever on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"That Side of Me" New Amsterdams (Am I getting my back scratched?)

How would you describe yourself?
"Crystal Planet" Joe Satriani (cocky)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Living Life" Ben Kweller (True indeed)

How do you feel today?
"If You Were Here" Thompson Twins (I do miss Seth and the Fam being as it is Easter)

What is your life's purpose?
"3030" Deltron 3030 (I have none I guess)

What is your motto?
"Keasbey Nights" Catch 22 (meh)

What do your friends think of you?
"Deep" Nine Inch Nails (haaaa! im so deep.)

What do you think of your parents?
"Get What You Need" JET (lolz. im all about teh moneyz. pshhh)

What do you think about very often?
"Sky High" Jigsaw (pothead)

What is 2 + 2?
"Love Is Beautiful" The Timewriter (I said I was deep earlier)

What do you think of your best friend?
"Silly Love Songs" Paul McCartney (I'm not a lesbian)

What do you think of the person you like?
"Clavicle" Alkaline Trio (OOOO!)

What is your life story?
"Look At Me" John Lennon (Narcissist much?)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"My Lady" The Troggs (says Seth)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Happy" Jenny Lewis with the Watson Twins (This is ridiculous.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Rollin" Limp Bizkit (ROFLZ!)

What will they play at your funeral?
"My Doorbell" The White Stripes (Yeh, accurate enough.)

What is your hobby/interest?
"99 Luft Balloons" Nena (I'm German?)

What is your biggest fear?
"Children" The Pretty Things (I HATE KIDS OMG!)

What is your biggest secret?
"Chattanooga Sugar Babe" Johnny Cash (Lolz I'm a cokehead apparently)

What do you think of your friends?
"Across the Universe" Fiona Apple (aw)

What will you post this as?
"Suicide Solution" Ozzy Osbourne (ew)

Golden Retriever

The Charmer

Laid-back, sociable and well-groomed, you've got your own hip little pack of groupies who just love to be around you. You have a brain inside that adorable little head of yours, though you use it mostly to organize your hectic social calendar. You never poop out at parties, and since you're popular with ladies and men, as well as children and adults, you dish out your wit, charm and luck to whomever is close enough to bask in it. The top dog likes you and wants to be your best friend, despite the fact that he doesn't really know what the heck you do. No one does, in fact, but everyone loves you all the same. A true foodie, you’ve got your keen ears fine-tuned to make sure you don't miss out on the opening of a trendy new place to nosh. But your youthful days of being able to wolf down food 24-7 are wagging behind you, meaning you've got to watch what you eat so you don’t pull a Brando and outgrow your coats.

and their cool technology that isnt offered to the rest of the world :(
http://mobilementalism.com/2006/07/21/vodafone-905sh-widescreen-mobile-tv-phone/

the last time i talked to him was thursday before his surgery. he was so chill and laid back about the whole deal that i dont think anyone ever know how serious it really was. he was still chattin to me about some new musics i should check out, and he was one of the few people whose musical opinions i truly did trust.

but damn. friday, he went into surgery and came out fine, but later that night went into cardiac arrest. and i still was in denial about the seriousness of the situation. the wake up call happened on sunday when i found out that he had to have his leg amputated. and then yesterday, in class, mike came up to me half in tears saying that they have to turn off his respirator. for some reason all i could think about was why they wouldnt give him a chance to fight through it, it couldnt be THAT bad. but then i went outside to take a breath and thats about when i lost it. knowing that he was set to pass away tomorrow and being in the bathroom crying was really surreal. and then going out side to find dan and mike in tears, uuugh, i would pay to never see anything like that again. seeing your friends cry like that just really gets to me.

and of course i kept thinking of all of the memories lb and i had after i first met the kid at the yellow house and then really getting to hang out at pinks old house last year, him getting his head shaved and getting pushed in the pool, beer pong every night of the weekend, ghost ridin his yellow jeep, him dj-in, and drunk skateboarding. but the one thing i could not stop thinking about how rachel must feel. i know if i ever lost seth i would be miserable. i mean imagine, just when you got something good, its taken away from you. its totally unfair.

i found out later from dan he ended up passing away on his own at around 6 that night which was kind of a relief to me. i feel like at least then he was ready.

man, just talking about it is ridiculous. ive never lost anyone close to me before. every so often i get this wave of realization that hes gone and it makes me sick to my stomach. no parents should outlive their children, especially when they were only 23. it also makes me realize how much we need to keep reminding the people around us how much we love them and how we need to value our health while we are still young.

all im gonna say is youre gonna be missed so much buddy, we love you

guys if he doesnt win, i will be really sad :( http://www.broadwayworld.com/mermaidvote.cfm?id=121

first of all id like to say that my life is nowhere near as badass as audrey kawasaki's. shes already in vogue mag as a painter aka badass. ok. im out. theres a special on french spies on the discovery channel. good evening everyone!

twix rule.

its officially valentines day and i dont have my valentine here with me. lame. as. hell.

i cancelled my world of warcraft account.

I dont know if you know what carp are... but just imagine a dirty bottom feeding fish much like a catfish but oversized and they have HUUUUGE mouths that suck on random algae. Well... we fed a bunch of these bad boys to the point where there were so many they piled on top of each other. And then my friend Danielle comes into play... just watch...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOrh8JFIEUA


oh yea and this is pretty amazing too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOrh8JFIEUA

dont ask how i got on the topic... but i was just watching some peta videos on youtube. needless to say, i am totally sickened. im actually embarassed to be human right now.

from now on, im going to start drastically cutting down on eating meat. no more buying leather either. after watching this, im nauseated at the thought of it. im not trying to sound like one of those annoying peta people but wow, i cant do it anymore. and to anyone who says animals are too dumb to know whats happening to them or say they cant feel anything... thats bullshit.

i know no one will want to do this... but you should all watch a couple of these videos. yeah, you probably dont want to be grossed out or feel sorry for the animals because you eat meat. i do too, its going to be hard to stop doing eating it, but honestly, people arent aware. and when the information is presented, they CHOOSE to be unaware. thats whats incredibly sad. we are too detached from our food, we dont even know where it comes from and dont want to. theres something incredibly wrong with this picture.

anyway, here they are...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jv9dwqeSfOg
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5SgPrShY-HU&mode=related&search=
POM apparently tests on animals too... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_T2lMqPRD4
http://youtube.com/watch?v=iKEwVBCKFgU

It was the 5th and Derby went in for a big surgery @ 8:30am to remove a huge tumor on his chest. He was 14 and about 90lbs which meant that the surgery was definitely going to be tricky for him. But he made it through. We got a call at 10:30 saying he was doing fine, up and running, drinking water and everything but they were going to keep him over night just to be safe. I was never so happy to hear anything in my life.

Then my dad calls at around 5pm and tells me to get Richard and Fran because he's going to pick us up to say goodbye to Derby. I was crying before I even got off the phone.

We got there, I had Richard, Dad had Fran, and we walked into the room... Morgan was crying, sitting on the floor looking at Derby in the cage. He looked miserable, he was just staring into the wall, breathing heavily. My mom was hugging him and crying. As soon as she backed away to let my dad say bye, he started whimpering and it was the saddest noise I've ever heard in my life. Fran and Richard both stopped being so hyper when we put them in the cage next to him. It was eerie. He was the best dog ever and it's just now sinking in that he's really gone. Especially today when I came home, expecting him to be sleeping on the floor in his spot next to the couch like always.

Needless to say, I miss him like crazy...

dno about that...

"could you imagine being so attracted to chocolate hair that youd be going after a guy that had it just so you could eat some of it?"
-most ridiculous quote of the night

its on its way bitches...
http://www.tvcarnage.com/soremov.html

im so sore i can hardly walk

im sorry... i dont get why everyone loves that damn movie.

the 'pure being' ball part is kinda funny though.

but thats it. seriously.